PDA Reminders

My PDA reminded me what I didn't need to remember, because I know too well. And, it reminded me of what I hadn't been thinking of.

It's Belle's birthday November 22nd, and this year it's her 20th. I know this too well. Yet, I forgot that I had a reminder for it, twice, on my PDA. Once, as a reminder of her birthdate from her contact entry. And, the second reminder from a calendar entry. Of course, this year her birthday falls on Thanksgiving Day.

And, what's worse, I also had a reminder of our Passion Day, which was yesterday, November 19th. I'd "forgotten", in specific, of that day, but it's so close to her birthday that it's still a part of that feeling. It was 3 years ago, yesterday. Sigh.

So, my PDA reminds me a week ahead of time. I really thought I had turned off the reminders, but apparently not. I'm deleting them, right now, there. Even, April 20th, her favorite day.

Yeah, I know, it was 3 years ago. And, 2 years ago it was pretty much over. It hurts. I just feel. You know?

I think it still hurts, because I pretty much, sigh. I don't know. I hate to say, because no one will accept it. But, I do. It's how I feel. It was that I was so happy, the happiest I had ever been. Yet, I feel the preponderance of empirical evidence is that it was an anomaly. And, that hurts too, that it was a fluke, and not to be repeated. I was foolish to believe. And, here, now I am being so self-centered, excuse me. But, sigh, foolish to believe that maybe I was good enough for someone. Really, how can I impose myself on someone else; when there are far better guys out there than I. All the {single} women in my sphere of contact pine for some other guy. More empirical evidence. Of course, I would be terribly sorry to be any woman's torment. So, far be it from me that they pine for me; that would not be right at all.

I guess I could ramble on, but I think I've already been pretty tedious. I'm spouting off my hurt. I just need to accept what is and that is that. I need to be satisfied with the life I have and stop fretting about what I don't have, or why I don't have it. It is what it is. Anymore than that is foolishness.

...

Do I really need a reminder for something I know all too well?

-A Nawty Mouz

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Bloody Pirate

Google can be quite helpful. I use a RSS feed of a Google Blog search of links to my blog. I usually see my blog show up on new and old Sugasms.

Today up popped one of my own posts verbatim on another blog! What the heck? Now, I immediately sent off an email to my dear jaded. Well, the next one on the feed was also another post, and I sent another follow up email. And, jaded pointed out that there was link to the "Source". So, I felt a bit better. I mean it's pretty rude to copy verbatim, but there's a credit link. Except, it wasn't just two posts. There were more ...

And, jaded let BadBadGirlX (Bad Bad Girl moved to BadBadGirl's New Home) know that her stuff was grabbed too. I'll have you know she was none too happy about it either.

So, and now, I look again, using the search on the very same blog, and I realize that all of the posts have been stripped of any links. Which means that, where I had a "Read the Chat" or "Read the Sugasm", which had links to my self-same posts, the links are gone. In fact this person copied several of my posts of the Sugasms and removed ALL of the links. Which is pretty lame, since that's what those posts are about.

This blogger copied all of the content and all of the images are uploaded from the original posts.

I suppose you might be wondering what blog this is that I speak of.

Here it is "Anal porno blog" at girlneedsex DOT com.

My posts that were yoinked / stolen / pirated:

• A Nawty Mouz in Sugasm #77 (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/11/a-nawty-mouz-in-sugasm-77/)
• Meeboguest G confesses: "I know not to cum" (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/11/meeboguest-g-confesses-i-know-not-to-cum/)
• A Nawty Mouz in Sugasm #79 (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/11/a-nawty-mouz-in-sugasm-79/)
• Lie with Me (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/11/lie-with-me/)
• I Got Digital (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/11/i-got-digital/)
• Watching Girls (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/10/watching-girls/)
• Quote of the day (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/10/quote-of-the-day/)
• To Post or Not to Post (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/10/to-post-or-not-to-post/)
• Making contact again (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/10/making-contact-again/)
• Too Tired to Post (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/10/too-tired-to-post/)
• A Nawty Mouz's Sexy Library of Kinky Linkies! (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/10/a-nawty-mouzs-sexy-library-of-kinky-linkies/)
• Retreating (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/09/retreating/)
• A Nawty Mouz in Sugasm #99 (http://girlneedsex .com/blog/2007/11/09/a-nawty-mouz-in-sugasm-99/)
  

Who else was pirated:

• http://dirtylittlecockslut.blogspot.com/
• http://analteenporn.xlogz.com/
• http://unscathedcorpse.blogspot.com/
• http://www.sexylinx.net/
• http://analteenporn.xlogz.com/
• http://www.fasterskier.com/ (WTC: This is post on Skiing in Europe!)
• http://analsexporn.blogbugs.org/
• black-ebony-porn.com (no credit link)
• http://analsex.pornlivenews.com/

Okay, I stopped looking for more after 10 pages.

I said I'd post comments on the offending blog. I'm tired right now. Don't know what else there is to do.

Somebody should be keel hauled for this.


-A Nawty Mouz

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Nawty Thank You's and Appreciation

I'm inspired by Loving Annie's outpouring of appreciation that she gives to her supporters. I thought I'd share, as well, my appreciation for the support that I get from all of my visitors and especially from those who've been with me for some time now. You're all precious.

Since October 1st, the following people have been so kind to take time to comment here:

Loving Annie of Mhmmm Yes I love that ( 12 times ); Thank you Annie for your inspiration and support. It's always appreciated and enjoyed.

jaded angel of Nobody's Angel ( 6 times ); Thank you jaded_angel for the multitude of support via comments, chat and email. Your actual count is immeasurable.

Will of The E x p a n d e d U n i v e r s e of Bill (and of many others ...) ( 2 times )

Andrew The Asshole of Memoirs Of An ASSHOLE ( 1 time )
exile of Exile Industries: Department of Redundancy Department ( 1 time )
MsBehavn of Shared Insight ( 1 time )
Sabrina Morgan of Sabrina in Stockings ( 1 time )
six of six elaborates... ( 1 time )
Sub Nouveau of sub nouveau ( 1 time )

-A Nawty Mouz

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Naughty Bits

My dears, with jaded_angel away, I've been neglecting my other meebo guests. Sorry.

I had this nice popup.

[07:46] meeboguest891: hi naughty
[07:47] meeboguest891: i am terry

Hi Terry!

And, there was this one. Another run by fruiting.

[21:40] meeboguest780: I want to fuck u with my long dick please suck it

Oh please! Well mannered, are we? Such enthusiasm! Do you have a short dick too? Or just the long one?

I hope you both stop by again sometime. Don't be shy, just say hi!

-A Nawty Mouz

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I'm such a fuck up.

It's just that I didn't expect it. So, of course, I was caught off guard. I didn't do anything wrong, ... of course. It was over in a moment. I just didn't do anything. I fucked up. I hate that. Sigh.

Yeah, I know, what happened? Okay, I'll tell you.

Last Saturday I went clubbing at New Wave City at the DNA Lounge with Kay and her other best friend, Sue.

Actually, I had quite an enjoyable time. It was amusing to watch two good friends shopping for shoes and accesories, comparing outfit choices, comparing makeup kits. It was one of those times that made me realize how much I'm not gay. (No impugning or stereotyping of alternative sensualaties intended.) They spoke a different language and had a sharing of experiences that I was a stranger to. Yet, I enjoyed being allowed in the sororital inner sanctum. I enjoyed being a friend watching girl banter and ritual.

At the club, we spent a bit of time at the side-edge of the main dance floor. We danced, well I just kind of nod my head to the heavy beat. Watch people. There's a lot of interesting people to watch.

Kay decides to wander up to the second floor. We follow. I pause at the men's room, and tell Sue, I'll find them up there. When I go up, of course, I pass them over and find them on my second pass through. They're watching the crowd from the balcony. I kind of squeeze next to Sue on her right. The guy on my right leaves a few minutes later.

A few minutes after that someone slightly brushes my elbow as they occupy the vacant space next to me. I look and see a woman is intently watching the crowd. I go back to watching the crowd as well.

"Why do you come here?" "huh? what?" "Why do come here?" (Or was it, "What brings you here?") The club is LOUD, so it's not easy to hear. And, I'm surprised that she's actually talking to me. Startled, what?, you said something to me? That was as much the context of "huh? what?" as was my not hearing her. And, almost, well it did, sound a bit cliche too.

I said something lame like, "I come with my friends here", indicating the two lovely women next to me. She didn't seem to react to that, so I added, "to watch the people". "And, what brings you here?" "I went to a wedding. And, some of my friends came here after the reception."

Sigh. I don't remember now much more of the conversation. It was short. Oh, yes. The wedding was attended by two motorcycle clubs. She's not a motorcyclist. Darn. I should've offered her an opportunity to ride with one. (I thought that then, and didn't say it. Remember it was loud. I'm just not comfortable trying to engage in a conversation that involves more than a few syllables at a time. Well, otherwise, I'm all, what? and huh? or the other person is. Or, if I don't, I'm pretending that I heard and try to make sense of what was said.)

And, then, surprise, she steps back from the balcony and turns to me and introduces herself to me. I introduce myself. She extends her hand, and I shake it. Then, she walks away.

Damn. What happened? I mean, I'm all surprised. And, I think, darn, I should've, I should've, I should've asked her for her number. I thought, why didn't I ask her where she lived? So I would know how far away she was from me. Why? Why? Why didn't I get her number? I mean what are the chances of a woman talking to me like that again? She must have been drunk. Damn, did I bore her? How can I possibly have had an engaging conversation in that din? I should've had her dial her number on my cell so that she'd have my number.

After she left, I looked over at Sue and Kay and neither one seemed to have noticed the moment I had with this woman. I was glad. I wasn't sure, though. So, I wondered if either of them would mention it. But, it seemed to have gone unnoticed by them. Whew.

Oh maybe I'd meet her again in the club. I hoped and looked. Of course, it's not just loud in this club, it's dark too. So, there's no way that I'm going to be sure I recognize her again, either. But, no, I didn't see her again.

Fuck. I fucked up. I'm such a fuck up.

-A Nawty Mouz

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A Nawty Mouz in Sugasm #104

Bondage tape courtesy of
Catalina loves her collar.

The best of this week's blogs by the bloggers who blog them.

Read Sugasm #104

Sugasm #104

November 4th, 2007 by Vixen | Updated: November 4th, 2007

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #105? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

Editor’s Note: I thought it was Monday all day today. By the time I realized it wasn’t the new Sugasm had been up for a few hours. I’m just leaving it. The #105 post request will go up on Tuesday like normal.

This Week’s Picks
Awkward Sex Attempts (and Other Common Experiences)
“This put a slight damper on the “sexy” feelings I was trying to work up.”

Do You Want Me To Call You A Whore?
“Who doesn’t like having their hair pulled during sex?”

Two Fer
“Neither of us heard the front door open when Jason’s roommate came home.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Girls and Guns

Editor’s Choice
Being a Feminist in the sex industry

See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Go Ahead. Label Me
Oldie But Goodie - Altoids And Blow Jobs
Short and Sexy?
Why Doesn’t My Wife Want to Have Sex with Me Anymore?
Why I HATE the Term “Cuckold”

BDSM & Fetish
Always Your Slut Part 2
Angela-la Cake - Bloggers getting sweaty
Different
Fucking machines
Story: The Perils of Drink
Straight Boy Gets Fucked in the Ass
Unmasking
Who Doesn’t Dream About She Males?

Sex News & Reviews
Kumi Is A Yummy Fetish Model
NEW Bold & Sassy Designs!

NSFW Pics & Videos
Angelina Crow - Peep Show
Annette Schwarz (updated)
Catalina loves HNT (Bondage Tape)
Exotic Bloom
If I had a clone…
Merry Samhain!
More Naked Lazer Bunny Hotties

Erotic Writing and Experiences
All About the Tricks
Ancient and Debauched
Backdoor Love
Cream for my Coffee?
The dangers of blogging
First Encounter
The first time: Having sex with my wife.
I dreamed of Margene
New Beginning
Sex Report: Poolside Follies
The six days of halloween
“Smokin Ass” or Halloween Remembered
Touching

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I dreamed of Margene

I dreamed of Margene. Yes, Margene of "Big Love".

We were playing on her bed. I turned her over on her stomach and was eating out her ass and pussy. She was getting very hot. I slid up her and rubbed my cock in her ass crack.

I turned her back over on her back. My cock was on her belly and my head above hers. So, I slid down her body to reveal her sweet smiling face. I gazed into her face. She has the sweetest, happiest smile. I just love it.

Then, in walks Nicki with one of her boys. We calmly separate as I roll off of Margie. Margie sits up on the bed. She calm slips on some panties.

We almost made love, darn it. It was a sweet vivid dream.

-A Nawty Mouz

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